a tired season

this season of my life has been very trying. from the loss of one baby, to the surprise of another - and then getting sick with this pregnancy - there is no doubt that i've been worn thin. not to mention every day life that must go on and cannot stop just because i am too sick or too tired and our total reno that is about to start on our house very soon.

but i tell ya... this is my fifth pregnancy and i have never been more tired in my entire life as i am right now. the exhaustion is unreal. the sleepiness is unreal; i am amazed at how tired i really am. is it because i am older? because i have more on my plate now than ever? because of the hg? whatever it is, i cannot wait for this season to be over and the next to begin.

where, of course, i'll still be tired, but i'll have a sweet baby to snuggle in the midst of all of it.

but nevertheless, i am: