i woke up to 2018 with a stuffy nose and sore throat. thought maybe it was allergies, so i went about my day feeling optimistic (because despite what some people think, i actually am an optimist). i even letter boarded '2018 i will own you'. made some small healthy eating changes, talked about some near-future goals with the husband, and took down all of our christmas decorations to get in the spirit of 2018; i.was.ready to own it.
as the day wore on i started running out of energy quicker than usual (which is typically by 11 am, but hey-mom life, amiright?). i laid down and rested the evening away and woke up feeling even worse.
and here i am on day 12 of 2018 and i am still sick my people. still sick.
goodbye healthy eating.
goodbye near-future (i am talking about like, literally supposed to be this week) goals.
goodbye spirit.
goodbye optimism.
i have been stuck in the house, most of the time in my bed, feeling awful. and on top of all of that, no work! and since my mom has a touch of something too, i have been home with the boys with zero energy to give my little sweethearts all of my love but still needing to entertain and care for them, when i could have been resting.
and the day that we had set aside so the boys could have a sleepover at my mom's so the husband and i could have a much needed date night was the night that i started feeling my absolute worst,
so yeah, 2018... i hate you (so far)
luckily i have a husband who is amazing and takes such good care of me and the boys. he's a total dream.
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